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The Aardsma Weekly
May 18, 2008
Writer: Rachel Aardsma
Excerpts
I am going to do something VERY strange this week. I've spent the last hour laboring over what on earth I am going to write this article about, but I have suddenly had an idea. Instead of writing an article about everything that has been going on, I've decided to do something much more unique. I keep a pretty regular journal on my computer, and I thought that a few excerpts from there would not only catch you all up to date, but would also help you to know me a little better. So here we go.
March 24, 2008 8:26 p.m
Hey. I’m exhausted so I’m not going to write much (hopefully).
...Today I worked VERY hard because Mom was gone shopping and I had to do EVERYTHING since Beka does school all the time now. But I did it all, though I am exhausted.
I just came from watching Beka and Caleb working on a big model pirate ship which Caleb purchased today. They are having fun working on it. It is very detailed and tiny (1 inch equals 11 ½ feet). They have to paint many of the pieces before gluing them, so it takes a while. But they are having fun.
March 27, 2008 8:11 p.m.
Just finished watching “To Kill A Mockingbird”. An excellent movie, but far, far, far from the book. Not worth all the anticipation. I am rather disappointed.
...I was disappointed as they left out all the good parts that I loved so much in the book. The ending especially was weak and not moving. In the book, Harper Lee uses the end to draw everything together. Here, they just kind of leave it hanging. I was disappointed. They could have done better. But over all it was good.
Well, I’m going to bed. I’m disappointed in that movie. I wish it had been better.
April 17, 2008
It has been a very, very long day. We planted potatoes and I am beat. I did nearly all the digging, except for the last three rows which Matthew helped with. I pulled something in my shoulder so that didn’t help. But I am very glad to get that out of the way for the year.
I had a funny experience today. As I was waiting for Beka to till one of the rows, I spotted a 5 inch tree by the fence line. Something just went off in my brain---so I named it ‘Henry’ on the spot, grabbed my shovel, dug it up, and lugged the tree and the huge ball of soil that came with it down to Beka.
“It’s a tree and his name is Henry.” I said. Beka laughed. I carried it down to Timmy and Caleb and said,
“Meet Henry.” They thought it was strange. After we finished planting potatoes, I washed all the dirt off the roots and planted it in a pot and now here Henry is on my window-sill. I hope it will grow. I want it to be a kind of bonsai tree but not quite. I hope Henry grows well. I had to trim his roots and so I wonder if he will live.
Been very busy lately and haven’t had much time for anything but working. Since I’ve started building the Mulberry Lane Farm website I have been insanely computer-ized and the last thing I want on my free time is to do MORE stuff on the computer.
...I should go. I am very tired and want to go to sleep soon.
Caleb busily sorting socks and helping to keep the house running during a crazy week. Photo by me.
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April 25, 2008 8:30 Friday
Just finished reading ‘Summer Of My German Soldier’ which I picked up at the thrift-store this afternoon.
...Today was very, very long. I dislike long days and am thirsting for the beautiful Sunday ahead. These days working on this website seem to grind on and on in a painful, creeping cycle, each one just a bit more tedious than the last.
Right now my favorite parts of the day are early mornings and late evenings. I get up early (6:00) and spend some time with Matthew in his room before the rest of the world awakes. And then at 9:00 I go to bed and it is wonderful. ...Yes, night-times are lovely. It amazes me how the moments that creep by in agonizing slowness during the day as I labor over my computer, whip by at night so fast it can scarcely be but ten minutes before the painful grind of life begins the next day.
Things are 'big' with Dad’s health now. Did I mention that CIDP is back? It arrived uninvited, un-welcomed, and undesired about a month ago. The whole painful Predisone thing started again…along with doctor’s visits and phone calls and stressed parents and just generally a big mess. The whole deal is that Predisone is practically ripping Dad apart from the inside; I mean, it helps with the CIDP but it doesn’t help Dad. So for the last month Mom and Dad have been looking into alternative treatments. There is this thing called IVIG and it's something like (and this is probably all messed up; medical terms confuse me) people donate blood that have good cells or something or other in it. And I guess how it works is that using an IV-drip either the blood or the good stuff in the blood is inserted into Dad, and then the good stuff helps out Dad’s immune system, giving it a chance to rest and recover from CIDP. These IVIG treatments are given as often as needed.
The whole deal is that normally these IVIG things take 5 days and 5 nights of hospitalization, and, to be frank, this is hardly what any of us need! So Mom and Dad want to do home-care or out-patient IVIG. So far God has really been answering prayer and things are just tripping into place. We expect that next week or, at the latest, the week after Dad will be getting his first treatment. So far it looks like the first one will take place on an out-patient basis at the Gibson City Hospital, which means Dad and Mom will be gone for basically one day. Then the rest of the treatments will take place here at home, with a nurse helping out. ....
So that’s what is happening there.
Well, I should go.
A tired Dad at home after one of his IVIG treatments. Photo by me.
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May 4, 2008
Been a while since I’ve written. ...Today was Sunday and was pretty good. Tomorrow Mom and Dad begin a five-day hospital treatment for Dad’s CIDP. We kids will be pretty much on our own all week. I’m a bit nervous but guess I will have to live with it.
Just had an idea so I’m going to depart and scribble it off before bedtime. Ich hoffe Sie bald wiederzusehen. [German for 'I hope to see you soon'.]
May 6, 2008
Dad has started his treatments on an out-patient basis. Things are going well and I am happy to find that we can operate at home without Mom and Dad. It just seems like they are at home, but not making any noise! Somehow the whole house is quieter without them (though you'd think it would be louder). Beka has been managing things well. We all just do our work and attempt to behave ourselves. We were SO glad when it turned out that the treatments are only going to take about 2 hours. Before I was thinking pretty much all day. It is good news. Mom has contacted many people and they are all praying. That is comforting to know as we face each new day with the IVIG treatment. Now the next step is to get off of Predisone.
May 10, 2008
Yesterday was the last day of treatments. This has been the longest week I can remember. My days are all mixed up. I have been thinking "Today is Saturday" since Tuesday!
It is nice and also strange having Mom and Dad back again. The house without them is definitely peaceful, quiet, and pretty stress-free. Mostly Beka just turns on music and says, "All of you go do your work!" I have finished the website and am glad about that; this also means I am back helping with the housework again. Beka and I are struggling to find enough to do as we work together to complete jobs quickly.
Mom and Dad saw the doctor yesterday and Dad will be off of Prednisone in four weeks (I think). This is so great! I just hope IVIG keeps working for us.
An exhausted Beka at the end of a long week! Photo by me.
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May 16, 2008
I don't think I want another week like this one for a long time. And I thought last week was crazy! I don't even want to get into what has been going on.
I'm going to bed soon but just want to note that everything is going well with Dad, and the IVIG seems to have worked for us so far.
We have been so busy. I cannot believe how many customers we have had lately. It has added to the craziness. I have been serving most of them, since Mom has been so busy.
We have all been a little sick lately. I had the flu Tuesday or Wednesday night (I can't remember which), and everybody else seems to have had a touch of it but Dad and Mom. And now Beka, Matthew, Caleb, and Timmy all are fighting colds. Somehow I have been spared the agony of another sickness on top of the numerous ones I've been dealing with. Did I mention I had my first doctors visit on Monday? Talk about stressful!
I need to get off to bed, since it is late and I am SO tired. Looking forward to a day off on Sunday. We will have company and I look forward to that. It is always so fun getting together with David and Kathryn. It amazes me that David and Kathryn have been married nearly a year. It seems like Kathryn was always part of the family.
Well, I'm off to bed. My cat has been waiting for me up in bed for the last hour.
The Weekly Bible Verse
James 1:2-3: Count it all joy, my brothers, when you are faced with trials and temptations, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.
The Weekly Poem
The following is one of the earliest poems of mine that I have kept through the years. I have only two or three poems that pre-date this one, as far as I can tell. I don't know how old I was when I wrote it; I only remember being very proud of myself! Being one of my first experiments with rhyming, rhythm, and meter, it is, of course, not perfect, but I still smile whenever I read it. It was the first time I ever managed to get poetry to say pretty much what I had in mind.
Under The Willows
Two young fairies, small and bright
Live among the willows,
Dancing free among the clouds
And using swans as pillows.
Every day they laugh and sing
A song of joy and gladness.
And then they dance around the trees,
Alive with spring-time madness.
Who can tell what fun they have,
There among the flowers?
Who can say what songs they sing
Among their willowy bowers?
They go to the pond where the swans sail,
And croon to them soft melodies.
Then they float far away on a lake still as glass,
Under the great willow trees.
(© Copyright Rachel Aardsma, May 2008.)
Bits and Pieces
It has been another crazy week, filled with doctor's visits, vegetable customers, blood tests, emergencies, laughter, tears, and chaos. But we have survived and somehow things are calming down...a little.
Matthew displays two of the fish he caught recently. Photo by Beka.
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I began things bright and early Monday morning by going in for my very fist visit to a doctor. For a week or two I have had a strange bite on my arm that developed a rash and became slightly sore. Due to the interesting symptoms I was experiencing---headaches, fevers, upset stomach, etc---Mom and Dad began to worry that it might have been a tick bite. We were worried about the possibility of Lymes Disease. So we scheduled a doctors visit, and I prepared myself for the worst.
I never liked doctors very much. And when it comes to needles....well, count me out. Going in for our yearly vaccines as children was always a traumatic experience for me, and so with blood tests and a doctor's visit looming over my head, I had a pretty miserable weekend. On Monday I did go to the doctor, and found my fears mostly relieved. Our doctor isn't such a scary guy after all, and I found the blood-drawing process to be bearable. I surprised myself by having the nerve to watch the blood from my arm filling the little test vial! The worst part, I found, was on the way home, as my arm rapidly became very sore and remained that way for two hours. Anyhow, on Thursday we got the test results saying that I did not have Lymes Disease and that everything seemed normal. The doctor seemed to think that my bite was a spider bite. I was relieved, and so was my family, who spent the whole three days before the doctors visit joking about my making a will, enjoying my last days on earth, etc. etc. Beka also started complaining about how I got to go to heaven first, but it appears she still has a chance to beat me to it.
This week Matthew and Buddy were involved in a rally obedience trial. Matthew came home with three ribbons: two first place ribbons, and one highest scoring dog ribbon. Photo by Mom.
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Our vegetable business is booming! This is unusual for this time of year, when things are usually slow. Our newly-purchased store and cash register are making things a lot nicer as far as serving customers goes. I have finally learned how to use the cash register, and rarely make mistakes on it now, after a slightly stressful first few weeks. I am serving more than my share of customers this year as Mom has been VERY busy with numerous things lately. I don't mind it, really, but find I am not exactly a sales-lady.
A Word About The Weather
It has continued cool and moist this week, with a few sunshiny days towards the end. Wonderful growing weather for our vegetables!
"Dad, The Cows Are Out!"
Part Four
Somehow, that whole day had been strange from the very beginning. Not only did everybody wake up around four a.m. and decide to stay up, but when Jodi made peanut-butter cookies, it actually made seventeen dozen, just like the recipe predicted. Nobody knew quite what to do with all those cookies.
"I predict," Victoria said as she bagged cookies and piled the bags into the freezer. "That we will all be entirely sick of peanut-butter cookies by the time this supply runs out."
But even that wasn't the strangest thing that happened that day. One of the cats that had always been regarded as a boy had twelve kittens, much to the shock and dismay of the entire family. Victoria's favorite dog had strange prolonged sneezing fits all day, and the cows went on a food strike.
"The next thing that's going to happen is a visit from Abraham Lincoln." Jacob said darkly, hanging up the phone after a conversation with the local vet. "I can't find a single reasonable explanation for why those cows won't eat. They have to be the healthiest cows for miles."
But the next strange thing that happened wasn't a visit from Abraham Lincoln. The next strange thing came in the form of an innocent letter.
"Anything good in the mail?" Vic asked Jodi. Jodi closed the kitchen door and tossed the stack of mail onto the table.
"No," she said. "Only a few magazines and stuff from the bank and other things."
"Mom's upstairs doing laundry; bring it to her." Victoria said, going to the kitchen counter and beginning supper preparations. Jodi scooped up the mail and left the kitchen. A few minutes later, though, she was back.
"Mom is acting really strange!" Jodi whispered to Victoria in excitement. "I handed Mom the mail and she started opening up the letters. When she got to one letter, she said, "Oh, goodness.", and went down to the basement to talk to Dad. Take my word for it, something's up."
"You girls are all so silly," Jacob scoffed from the sink where he was washing up for supper. "It was probably a bill or something."
"A bill that made Mom say "Oh, goodness," and go find Dad?" Jodi replied.
"Maybe it was a really high bill," Jacob suggested, shrugging and wondering what on earth he was going to do with his cows.
"When we get a really high bill Mom says "Good grief! How will we ever pay this?" not "Oh, goodness," Victoria told him. "I agree with Jodi. Something is going on."
"Well great," Jacob said. "But I really don't have time to sit around talking about a letter. Vic, come out with me after supper and let's try to get those cows to eat just one more time."
"They probably have some kind of deadly disease," Peter said cheerfully, skipping into the kitchen and casting admiring glances at the sandwiches Victoria was fixing. "I expect they will all die."
"Most likely," Robert agreed, following him in. "Do you think they got struck by lightning in the storm last night and their brains got so fried they can't think enough to eat?"
"I told you something was going on!" Jodi crowed triumphantly, scrambling into Jacob's room as he and Vic sat talking after yet another unsuccessful attempt to get the cows to eat. "I told you!"
"What's happened? Did Mom tell you something?" Victoria asked while Jacob looked hardly convinced.
"Nobody told me anything," Jodi answered. "But I went down to the basement to put away my winter clothes in the laundry, and there were Mom and Dad all holed up in Dad's little office, talking away as seriously as could be. And when they saw me, what did they do but close the door! Now, isn't that something?"
"That really is something." Victoria began to get as excited as Jodi was. "Last time Mom and Dad did that was before they told us the twins were on the way!"
"You don't think..." Jacob and Jodi began together, but they both abandoned the idea as entirely ridiculous without finishing their sentences.
"This is crazy!" Victoria paced the porch, pausing only to help Jewel down the steps. "Jodi, this is the third night Mom and Dad have spent in the office!"
"I told you something was going on." Jodi answered.
"Please, don't start that again." Jacob said, shifting positions on the porch swing. "And by the way, my cows finally started eating."
"That is hardly a matter of importance," Victoria told him. "Jacob, aren't you worried yet?" As Jacob rarely, if ever, got worried, he could not give the answer his sisters wanted to hear.
"Look, girls, I just say that if Mom and Dad want us to know what is going on, they'll tell us, all right? Why do we have to get ourselves all worked up over this?"
"How can you not get worked up?" Jodi demanded. "Victoria, you try to talk some sense into him." Jodi departed, leaving Jacob laughing and Victoria looking frustrated.
"Something's going on," Jodi whispered into the fur of one of the new kittens. "I wonder. I wonder..."
A Word Of Wisdom
All that is gold does not glitter; not all those that wander are lost. ~J. R. R. Tolkien
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